Monday, May 10, 2004
A post I wrote on May 10, 2004. There has not been a day that does by that I do not ask the difficult question “WHY ME?” The hardest thing to deal with was the healing process of the brain. My parents and the doctors keep telling me that it takes a long time for the brain to heal. I am at great risks of falling back into a coma or dying, should I injure my head again before it has time to heal. I am only about 1/3 of the way healthy and there is so much more that I want to be able to do. I have not learned patience yet and probably will not either. After being away from home for so long, I could not explain how my own room will feel. I often have bouts of depression over the fun times that I have missed and the sports that I can never again play. I do not miss a day of reading the supportive messages on the website; the posts would make me homesick.
I now know about true courage, resiliency, and strength. I know that hard work does go along way.
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